Dear Friend,
Your kindness was likely mistaken for weakness.
They thought because you were being friendly, they could just walk all over you.
But, they had another thing coming.
You are more wise than you speak.
And that is because real wise people don’t say much.
They know what to say and when NOT to say it.
Ignorant people are morons who run their mouths all day without thinking.
They think they sound smart, but in reality, they are just saying a bunch of nonsense no one actually takes seriously.
But since people are friendly, we try not to judge others, because that’s the right thing to do.
Get up from the ground!
What you doing on the floor?
You going to quit on me now, after just one little scar?
The trick is to let that pain fuel you into motivation.
Convert that pain into power.
Turn it into anger if you need to.
Turn it into hate if you need to.
Whatever, you don’t let it stay as shame or self-pity.
This is when you trade a negative vibration for a slightly higher vibration.
Shame is the worst vibration of them all.
I can’t even leave my house when I feel shameful.
I can barely watch TV when I feel ashamed.
Whatever you don’t let it stay as shame or any self-defeating emotion.
I rather be angry and hateful than to be shameful.
At least you can still be productive when you are angry.
You can’t do a damn thing when you feel shame.
Shame is one of the worst if not THE WORST emotions to feel.
Anyone who makes you feel ashamed of yourself is your enemy, never forget that.
Anyone who makes you feel ashamed of who you are is not your friend.
You think a friend would ever make you feel ashamed? The worst emotion of them all?
The most crippling and disabling emotion?
No friend, will ever make you feel ashamed of yourself.
Refuse to stay down.
Refuse to let the world defeat you.
While you are busy in your shame and self-pity the world is moving on without.
People are getting all the good stuff.
You just going to let life pass you by?
There are people who are less wise than you and who are more successful than you remember that.
People who you are 100 times more wise, are more successful than you.
You can let that pain defeat you and keep you down on your knees crying like a little sissy boy if you would like.
Or you can get back on your feet and fight!
You are not done yet!
It doesn’t matter how fast or slow you go.
The only thing that matter is you do not stay defeated because you only ever lose when you give up on yourself.
Demonic people will be sent your way to put you off your path.
I have seen many demonic people in my time.
They don’t look demonic at first glance.
But, you can always tell if someone is demonic if they put you closer to your goal or further away from your goal.
You see demons want you stuck so they send you off course.
Good people and angelic beings will put you on the right path and brings you closer to your goal.
Demons can only zap your energy if you stay stuck there.
Which is why they don’t want you empowered.
This is why they want you powerless and dependent on them.
How can you turn that pain into power?
Use it.
Feel it and give yourself permission to be angry.
Let it empower you for a brief time.
Create artwork.
Excercise.
Don’t let any negative emotion stay stuck in your body for too long.
Negative emotions are sins against THE LORD.
THE LORD hates sin, evil, and negative emotions.
Feel it and use it.
Leverage whatever emotion you feel and transmute into something in your life.
Doesn’t matter what it is.
Just don’t keep it stuck in your body or it may affect your health.
Stuck and trapped energy will lower your vibrations gradually over time making life hard for you.
So friend when a demon knocks you down, remember you can always choose to turn that pain into power.
Peace,
Gerardo Morillo